“Therefore, my dear friends, as you have always obeyed– not only in my presence, but now much more in my absence–continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you to will and to act according to his good purpose.” – Philippians 2:12-13 (NIV)
Seems like summer is a good time to catch up. We may find that a change of pace in these summer months gives us opportunities to get to things we don’t have time for the other weeks of the year. Perhaps one can take time to kick back and relax especially if one is so blessed with good weather and time to spend with family and friends or perhaps take a vacation or “holiday” as it’s referred to in some places around the English-speaking world.
Personally speaking I can recall not being able to relax at anytime during the course of the summer or the year. Several years ago I was under intense stress that had steadily grown from month to month and year to year. It became a toxic force in my life and I would not be surprised if others out there are suffering the same malady.
Some of us can be so driven that the thought of relaxing or backing off of a busy schedule is anathema to us. I wonder why that is?
I’ve never been a fast runner, but I have been in a few footraces in my time. I’ve always despised the feeling of seeing all the other guys running past me and not being able to “catch up” regardless of how fast I ran.
One day I stopped running. I just had to stop and rest because I found myself constantly under pressure in my life and career to catch up with people whom I perceived where running the same race as myself but were far, far ahead of where I was. In stopping I started assessing. In assessing I found some answers about how I was living that weren’t pleasant, but helped me find answers I really hadn’t been looking for.
In the passage quoted above the Apostle Paul instructs the followers of Jesus to “work out your salvation with fear and trembling.” I take it that it’s our own salvation we’re meant to be “working out” without comparison to how other followers are performing. I came to realize that I had been running my “race” in comparison to and in competition with others of my choosing instead of in relation to the One I was meant to be worshipping and serving.
For followers of Jesus the only race to be running is the one in partnership with Him, not in competition with other followers. I think there’s a lot of us that have issues with that.
The Apostle also says in the context, “for it is God who works in you to will and to act according to his good purpose.” I see a clearer picture here that as we focus on our own walk with God He’s the one calling the shots and working in us to accomplish His purposes through our faith and obedience.
I do know that races are won by those who focus on their own plan of action and take their eyes off of the competition, especially during a race. Some races are lost by those who start looking over their shoulder and fearing those coming up behind them.
Maybe this was in the mind of the author to the book of Hebrews who said “… let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. ” Hebrews 12:1b-2 (NIV)
It was long time before I realized how committed I had been to a plan that wasn’t energized by the Author and Perfecter of my faith. Fortunately, He is at work in all who follow by faith and are willing to lay every burden on His shoulders.
When our focus shifts from the One we’re meant to be following to others in the race, we begin unfair comparisons that skew our perspectives. There’s no “catching up” with the One who’s in charge. He’s always in the lead and is always meant to be in focus.
Let’s shift our eyes back to the One we’re meant to be following in the first place and enjoy the pace He sets for each of us. The winning prize goes to Him who ultimately set up the race in the first place.
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